When you know that you know who you love, you can't deny it.

Or go back, or give up, or pretend that you don't buy it.

When it's clear this time you've found the one, you'll never let him go

Cos you know and you know that you know.

When you feel in your skin in your bones and the hollow

Of your heart, there's no way you can wait till tomorrow.

When there isn't any doubt about it once you come this close

Cos you know and you know that you know.

You can feel love's around you like the sky 'round the moon

This is how love has found you, now you know what to do.

When you know that you know who you need, you can't deny it.

Or go back, or give up, or pretend that you don't buy it.

When it's clear this time you've found the one, you'll never let him go

Cos you know and you know that you know.

And it's time you come in from the cold.

Haaa...

And you know that you know.
Currently listening to: Like A Child
Currently feeling: confused
Posted by bluebaby on July 26, 2005 at 03:57 PM | hit me!

10 days na lang birthday ko na.

sana naman maging masaya yung birthday ko.. at least sana mabawasan yung mga iniisip ko.. napapagod na ko..

wishlist:

1. new digital camera.. preferably, Cybershot 5.0 hehe

2. 7610 celphone or kung wala talaga, K700i, or 6600.. wow! pano kaya yun? 6630 from insan... (my fingers are crossed!)

3. longer hours with nice, julie, ate lorena, ate ems, maoi, joyz, AK, mommy Baby and Joanne..

4. nv&m, southborder and MYMP gig.. well, that's really up to me..

5. chimes, cymbals and that stick.. ano ba tawag dun, kuya glenn? hehe

6. peace of mind.. can anyone buy that for me?

Currently watching: Barney Goes to School
Currently feeling: relaxed
Posted by bluebaby on July 12, 2005 at 04:25 PM in happy | 1 hit/s

I CAN'T PLAY THE SONGS

Looking at your picture laying on my bed
Wishing I was pulling close the real you instead
I don’t know what I said or did
But girl I’m missing you
And I like to hear my music
But there’s nothing I can listen to

Cos I can’t play the song I used to play because of you
The lonesome feeling starts before the intro halfway thru
Everyone reminds me of the things we used to do together
And I can’t go to places that I used to take you to
Cos everywhere the faces there they all look just like you
Until your heart comes back where it belongs
I can’t play the songs

Everywhere I’m drivin’ I go a different way
I can’t turn on my radio, afraid what they might play
My friends all drive me crazy cause you’re all they ask about
And why I live in silence but they just don’t understand

Without you, I can’t play the song I used to play because of you
The lonesome feeling starts before the intro halfway thru
No one can replace you cause once I tried
And even when I try to go with someone new
You are so deep in my head
I looked into her eyes but then I said your name instead
Until your heart comes back where it belongs
I can’t play the songs

There’s nothing left that I can do cause I so lost in love with you
No where to turn, no place to run
You know you are my only one

I can’t play the song you used to sing along with me
Cause’ everyone is always bringin’ back the memory
Until your heart is back where it belongs
I can’t play the songs (won’t you please come back to me)

PART-TIME LOVE

I need somebody who's consistent
with me
Someone already there when I need
company
'Cause when l'm feeling low
I don't want to have to go out
looking
For a part-time kind of love

And when the dreams and rainbows
start to disappear
Don't want somebody up and running
out here
'Cause when you stop and start
Baby it's just too hard upon
my heart
That part-time kind of love

And I can't take you darling living here
wait and see
I want somebody who's committed
now to me
Somewhere, someday you'll have
to take a chance
So if you like the music baby
get up and dance

And if we grow together daring to dream
I know we'll find our shares of
peaches and cream
And when the juices flow
I don't want no no no excuses
Just want your full time love
for me
Just want your full time love
for me.

ANNE

Ann a-sleepin' on my bed
Hair a-tumblin' 'round your head
You will always be a part of me
When I look in your eyes... it's my
reflection I see
Ann I wonder how you knew
I needed someone just like you
Were you on a beam of guiding light
That came in my life... late that
September night.
And though I try to hold back the years
I cannot hold the dawn
And so I try to hold back the tears
When love has grown up and gone...
Ann I'll love you 'till I die
And when you hear this lullabye
I'll be with you though we're far apart
And you'll be with me... right here inside
my heart.

FIND ME

The skies are not as blue, when you're not with me
The stars, they never seem to shine as bright
And the hours crack like days across the ages
And a year or two pass by with every night.
It makes me know if i should ever leave this world before you do

When you follow you must promise, cross your heart and promise to Find me,look hard, and dont stop, I'll be waiting 'till then
Dont sleep, and dont eat 'till I'm back, back in your arms again
I dont wanna have to spend all my forever without you.
Just knowing that your out there somewhere too.
So darlin...please I'm begging you on bended knee...
Find me...

I've tried to tell this world how much i love you.
But they dont understand how deep it goes.
And i can't even find the words to tell you
So I'm the only one who really knows.
And though we have our times together, I am always wanting more
So if we get separated wont you do just like before and


Find me...look hard and dont stop, I'll be waiting 'till then
Dont sleep, and dont eat 'till I'm back, back in your arms again
Through a hundred million faces you will see me shinning through.
'Cause I'll glow when you come close , I always do.
So darlin' please im begging you on bended knee..
We can share our love through all eternity
'Cause with you is all i ever wanna be......
Find me

BELONGING

I wanted love so very bad that
I could almost tasted it
And so I gave mine all to you
And hoped you would not wast it
I laid awake the whole night long
And wondered was I wrong
But when you woke and touched my face
I knew that I belonged

Belonging to someone I find is very necessary
The load is lighter on your mind
When someone helps to carry
And even though I’m strong enough
To make it on my own
I would not even care to try
To live my life alone

For if I lived my life alone
With no one to belong to
There’d be no one to pledge my heart
Or sing my song of love to
My melodies would soon dry up
And the words would leave me too
It all would come to pass if i
Could not belong to you

I wanted love so very bad that
I could almost taste it
And when I gave mine all to you
I knew you would not wast it
TAKE ME NOW
I need
Baby I need your love right now
And I want
Baby I want to show you how
Come on
You know that we've waited long enough
And now it's time
Time to be lovers
So I try
Try to be all you want me to
And it's hard
But baby it's worth it all for you
And it hurts
Making me wait for you this way
I can't go on
So come on
And take me now

(chorus)
Take my love
Make come true the feelings I've been dreaming of
Take me now
Take me fast
You can trust in me
Our love will ever last

I know
We haven't known each other long
But still
Something so right just can't be wrong
Besides it ought to be up to me and you
When it's time
Time for each other
I live
Live for the days we live as one
Look back
Back over all the things we've done
But now
Baby I need your love right now
I can't go on
So come on
*sniffs...*
Currently listening to: David Gates' Songbook
Currently watching: LOTR
Currently feeling: sad
Posted by bluebaby on July 9, 2005 at 11:12 PM in sad as a favorite post | 2 hit/s

How do you pick up the threads of your old life?

How do you go on?

When in your heart you begin to understand there is no going back?

 There are some things that time cannot mend, some hurts that go too deep, that have taken hold..

can anyone tell me how i can get over this? him...

Currently reading: LOTR The Fellowship of the Rings
Currently watching: LOTR 3-in-1 DVD (ayosh!)
Currently feeling: dazed and confused
Posted by bluebaby on July 3, 2005 at 04:51 AM in sad as a favorite post | 2 hit/s

Put away the pictures, put away the memories
I go over and over through my tears
I've held them 'til I'm blind, they kept my hope alive
as if somehow that might keep you here
won't you believe in a love forevermore
how do you leave it in a drawer

Now here it comes, the hardest part of all
unchain my heart that's holding on
how do I start to live my life alone
guess I'm just learning, learning the art of letting go

Try to say it's over, say the word good bye
but each time it catches in my throat
you're still here with me and i can't set you free
so I hold on to what i wanted most
maybe someday we'll be friends forevermore
wish I could open up that door

Now here it comes the hardest part of all
unchain my heart that's holding on
how do I start to live my life alone
guess I'm just learning, learning the art of letting go

What can I say, what can I do
but try to make it through the pain
not one more day without you

Where do I start to live my life alone
I guess I'm learning, I'll be learning
learning the art of letting go

--i really have to let go--

bhubye! stitch


Currently listening to: the art of letting go
Currently feeling: blah
Posted by bluebaby on June 28, 2005 at 01:51 AM as a favorite post | 3 hit/s

last sunday was kuya charles and ate michelle's wedding. wow. ang saya! nun ko lang ulit nakita ang barkada.. flip

i met with ate michele, my cousin and kuya ivan (my cousin-to-be) at robinson's Lipa. pero nauna ko nakita sila kuya stanley, na almost 8 years kong hindi nakita, at si kuya junard.. tapos dumating na sila ate michele at kuya ivan, at kuya jayR Sena at Papa Lloyd. Tapos konting kain lang umalis na rin kami, kasi almost 3pm na, eh 3 pm yung start ng wedding..

katext ko rin noon si kuya Jay R LAndrito ko. hehe na-miss ko yun! kasama naman nya si ate Jihan ang aking counsin-to-be rin.. dami noh?

we checked-in na sa resort, we were gonna stay overnight pala! hindi ko alam! wala pa naman akong dalang damit.. but oh, well... bahala na!

halos umuulan na nung nag-start, pero mabait pa rin talaga si Lord! hindi nya tinuloy. napakasaya ng wedding ceremony, pati sa reception..

other people who were there:

Sir Balayong and Tita Bing, Ma'am Mazo na nagpa-sign ng alumni form sa min at si Ma'am del Mundo..

Iba pang tropa, Kuya Paul Alvin Aseoche, Carlo Aristorenas, Joel Natividad.. at ibang taga-Batangas city na relatives ni Kuya Charles..

enjoy ito!masaya!

kuya stanley

 

insan power!

papa lloyd, ako, kuya stanley and kuya joel

insan Jay R and Ate Jihan

Currently listening to: i will
Currently watching: collateral
Posted by bluebaby on June 28, 2005 at 01:35 AM | hit me!

I’ve been in this situation too many times. The point is I should know what to do but then, all I could come up is this, writing this… pouring my heart out, trying to recall everything that has taken place for the last five months. The best five months of my life. 5 months when I wished that time would just stop and let me enjoy what I was doing and having during that time. But sadly, it had to end. It had to come to a finish. My mind had to switch back to reality. It was and is still devastating, it’s still eating up my brain that’s been trying to figure out what remedy I can give to myself just to make everything right, and do the right thing, even undo the things I did wrong. Too bad, there’s nothing I can do about it. There’s no way to make everything right for me, nothing can ever change what’s right there in front of me.

It hurts to think that I can never be able to let him know of this. Not that I don’t want to, but this is what I have to do. This is the right way of facing it. Keeping my silence to myself and to the ones I truly trust. The truth is, I want to see him, talk to him and even try to show him how I feel. I once tried to do it that way, but as I said, there’s no way that I can set things and everything in favor of me. I’ve always been a loser when it came to situations like these. There’s too much courage in taking a chance on love, but then there comes a point when you have to let go and that becomes the hardest part of all. I’m just not capable of letting go of something I've come to love and care for. Someone you'd want to spend the rest of your life with, share everything til the last breath of your life..

i have to let you go...

Currently listening to: brian mcknight (gemini)
Posted by bluebaby on June 21, 2005 at 09:48 PM | hit me!

sana.

sana ganon lang kadali lahat.

sana lahat ng bagay may paliwanag.

sana sa lahat ng nangyayari, alam mo yung dahilan.

sana malutas na lahat ng problema ko.

sana makalimot na ako.

sana matapos na to.

sana.

Currently listening to: MYMP
Currently feeling: anxious
Posted by bluebaby on June 16, 2005 at 03:52 AM | hit me!

i'm currently addicted to MYMP music and my cajon.

i'm done obssessing my board "exams", take note, not just one exam, but two! hehe (sana lang pasa pareho)

honestly, i enjoy playing the cajon.. gives me a calm feeling..

cajon

Posted by bluebaby on June 9, 2005 at 08:56 AM | 13 hit/s
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